Sunday, April 01, 2007
what'll you do if sth is yours and someone just snatched it away from you? what'll you do if sth should be yours and you just lose it like that. the latter happened to me on fri. just when i thought i could overtake that guy and get first, i just lost the determination to continue. i hate myself for losing it like that. well. who can i blame but myself. maybe people can say, you've done very well or maybe, that was a great race. but i know myself, i've not done well. i deserve to be second placed to that guy. maybe i could beat that guy in 200m on thurs. but i know, and no one else, that my confidence has been shattered into pieces.
screwed loser.
screwed loser.