Sunday, November 11, 2007
alrightt. here's reply to tags yeah (:
those long long ago tags: IM SORRY. i dont feel like replying. i shall reply the recent ones. sorry yeah.
cas: the cas im talking abt is the track one! LOL. yeah and i just tagged yeah? u mean. u took e&i too?! (:
cassy: yeah let me tell u. it's gna be real hilarious on the first day of school oh my god. yep the 'cas' is you :D
maur: hey clsmate. hahaha.
suqin: darick is a nice guy lahr. try to interact with him :D anw u going cls outing? ahha.
angela: HI. yeah i will. enjoy ur cls too. we're neighbouring cls yeah. (: and i realise sth. in dhs for four years, youre F! LOL. -.-
sheryl: hm. okay lahr. i know some but i dont rlly talk to them :/ so yeah. u have your darling cas :D
awo: who are you?
sha: haha dont be lame:D
heather: HI. have a good holiday too! wakeboarding sounds cool eh xD
those long long ago tags: IM SORRY. i dont feel like replying. i shall reply the recent ones. sorry yeah.
cas: the cas im talking abt is the track one! LOL. yeah and i just tagged yeah? u mean. u took e&i too?! (:
cassy: yeah let me tell u. it's gna be real hilarious on the first day of school oh my god. yep the 'cas' is you :D
maur: hey clsmate. hahaha.
suqin: darick is a nice guy lahr. try to interact with him :D anw u going cls outing? ahha.
angela: HI. yeah i will. enjoy ur cls too. we're neighbouring cls yeah. (: and i realise sth. in dhs for four years, youre F! LOL. -.-
sheryl: hm. okay lahr. i know some but i dont rlly talk to them :/ so yeah. u have your darling cas :D
awo: who are you?
sha: haha dont be lame:D
heather: HI. have a good holiday too! wakeboarding sounds cool eh xD
Saturday, November 10, 2007
im in 3E nxt year. yeah i said that in my previous post. lets check out the list yeah.
2A: Huixiang
Shan Zhi
Bryan
2B: Glad
Yunzhen
Mengying
Daren
Sean
2C: Alyson
Iris
Kellie
Jiemin
2D: Weian
Nyien Nyien
Michelle
Jia Xin
2E: Kah Min
Yaxin
Jia Ying.
2F: Maureen
Junyan
JingJie
2G: Huiying
Jinqing
2H: Laura
Guangyi
Keith
2I: Yenchen
Wanting
2J: Shermaine
Yizhen
Jianfeng
Andrew
Chloe
2L: Jeremy
Li Yu
yeah thats for it. it looks okay aint it. im quite happy theres 3 trackers(: incl me lahr. lawl.
yeah im awaiting sec3 life, which according to shiying and yuhding, it isnt sth easy to get it over with. wah i think my english real suck.
my parents gave me a sorta lecture tday. cos i didnt consult their opinions on whether i shd take triple science or dble science. i opted for double and e&i. i would be in 3G or 3H if i had chosen triple science though. and after the results have posted, i've seen quite a few people blog posts on them, reluctant to take e&i. cas is the opposite-.- ha wdv.
so im not sure whether i should appeal or not. the form is there for me. but if i really wanna appeal, what's the reason gna be? will i be telling miss ling, i would like to appeal, cos that day when u called me, i made a wrong choice and i would like to change it now? i think she would not accept such a ridiculous explanation, and i would still stay in 3E.
i've got no complains either. it aint bad. ya. maybe i shouldnt be complaining so much. some people got into a class that they do not know a single soul at all, or got into a class that real sucked. mine isnt that bad, for i know almost half of the class. or maybe more. it wouldnt be hard for me to be friends with them.
i think i contradict myself.i dont know. maybe we shouldnt even have this thing called streaming. maybe time shd stop. if time stops, nthg would have happened. things wouldnt have changed. you wouldnt have. everything would be okay.
AH FUCK LAHR. why am i like that again. maybe i just cant get over it. sometimes sean isnt just the one that u see everyday. sometimes. i should just keep silent to everything, and just let you be happy. some tv show had enlightened me yesterday. i might be hurting more people if i dont learn to let go. right now, im just living in my own world, enclosing myself into that tiny little space, just for me and you.
i should learn. to give up. i will.right
2A: Huixiang
Shan Zhi
Bryan
2B: Glad
Yunzhen
Mengying
Daren
Sean
2C: Alyson
Iris
Kellie
Jiemin
2D: Weian
Nyien Nyien
Michelle
Jia Xin
2E: Kah Min
Yaxin
Jia Ying.
2F: Maureen
Junyan
JingJie
2G: Huiying
Jinqing
2H: Laura
Guangyi
Keith
2I: Yenchen
Wanting
2J: Shermaine
Yizhen
Jianfeng
Andrew
Chloe
2L: Jeremy
Li Yu
yeah thats for it. it looks okay aint it. im quite happy theres 3 trackers(: incl me lahr. lawl.
yeah im awaiting sec3 life, which according to shiying and yuhding, it isnt sth easy to get it over with. wah i think my english real suck.
my parents gave me a sorta lecture tday. cos i didnt consult their opinions on whether i shd take triple science or dble science. i opted for double and e&i. i would be in 3G or 3H if i had chosen triple science though. and after the results have posted, i've seen quite a few people blog posts on them, reluctant to take e&i. cas is the opposite-.- ha wdv.
so im not sure whether i should appeal or not. the form is there for me. but if i really wanna appeal, what's the reason gna be? will i be telling miss ling, i would like to appeal, cos that day when u called me, i made a wrong choice and i would like to change it now? i think she would not accept such a ridiculous explanation, and i would still stay in 3E.
i've got no complains either. it aint bad. ya. maybe i shouldnt be complaining so much. some people got into a class that they do not know a single soul at all, or got into a class that real sucked. mine isnt that bad, for i know almost half of the class. or maybe more. it wouldnt be hard for me to be friends with them.
i think i contradict myself.i dont know. maybe we shouldnt even have this thing called streaming. maybe time shd stop. if time stops, nthg would have happened. things wouldnt have changed. you wouldnt have. everything would be okay.
AH FUCK LAHR. why am i like that again. maybe i just cant get over it. sometimes sean isnt just the one that u see everyday. sometimes. i should just keep silent to everything, and just let you be happy. some tv show had enlightened me yesterday. i might be hurting more people if i dont learn to let go. right now, im just living in my own world, enclosing myself into that tiny little space, just for me and you.
i should learn. to give up. i will.
Friday, November 09, 2007
trainings are great heh :D but there is gna be a stop of training for like three weeks?
i wonder stop for what lahr. the school just wanna get us, more rotted. fuck. wdv. im getting very very fucked up. dont ask me the reason. coz i dont know why too. -.-
okay results of streaming are out. first thing. why dont i see richard's name? his name dont exist in the o levels or the ip prog. -.- ok wdv. i dont make sense? yeah theres 5 people(incl me) from 2B go 3E lahr. oh ya my new cls is 3E anw-.- yeahh. alyson and jf same class as me too. oh great.
it's overall not bad la. yeah i guess so. i dont know why im getting so kuku. =.= damn it. and im diff cls from you! sad ): haha nvm-.-
im gna take a bath. i stink like.. i cant find that word to describe. grr. goodluck sean.
i still dont get it. why do they transfer? sacked or conflict? damn curiosity is sure killing me.
i wonder stop for what lahr. the school just wanna get us, more rotted. fuck. wdv. im getting very very fucked up. dont ask me the reason. coz i dont know why too. -.-
okay results of streaming are out. first thing. why dont i see richard's name? his name dont exist in the o levels or the ip prog. -.- ok wdv. i dont make sense? yeah theres 5 people(incl me) from 2B go 3E lahr. oh ya my new cls is 3E anw-.- yeahh. alyson and jf same class as me too. oh great.
it's overall not bad la. yeah i guess so. i dont know why im getting so kuku. =.= damn it. and im diff cls from you! sad ): haha nvm-.-
im gna take a bath. i stink like.. i cant find that word to describe. grr. goodluck sean.
i still dont get it. why do they transfer? sacked or conflict? damn curiosity is sure killing me.
Monday, November 05, 2007
i wna play my head off :O
and i dont know what else to say :/
ohfuck/
and i dont know what else to say :/
ohfuck/
im about to doze off on the computer table any moment from now.
i dont know why. i havent been able to sleep for the past few days.
2hrs of stoning everynight, before going to sleep aint good. it sures inflict more harm. hah.
training tday. wasnt that bad. i feel great but very tired.
im suppose to be in bed now and god knows why the hell im typing all these.
as usual, i couldnt close my eyes and have a good rest.
i think im abit.. gah i dont know that word.
holidays are supposed to be fulfilling and full of fun and everything isnt it.
i just dont feeel like that. not like last yr?
maybe all along, it was just my wishful thinking and all.
maybe it's just. one sided. maybe i just, got it all wrong.
are things lost never recovered? now i wish the time could turn back on me.
i wouldnt feel that miserable. and dont bother asking me anything.
like it or not, i tend to keep things to myself and suffer alone.
it stopped at 353. and it's 431 now.
will i ever get the chance to start counting agn?
i think i will never know.
retarded.
i hate sean teo. he's just. a bitch.
maybe something worse.
i dont know why. i havent been able to sleep for the past few days.
2hrs of stoning everynight, before going to sleep aint good. it sures inflict more harm. hah.
training tday. wasnt that bad. i feel great but very tired.
im suppose to be in bed now and god knows why the hell im typing all these.
as usual, i couldnt close my eyes and have a good rest.
i think im abit.. gah i dont know that word.
holidays are supposed to be fulfilling and full of fun and everything isnt it.
i just dont feeel like that. not like last yr?
maybe all along, it was just my wishful thinking and all.
maybe it's just. one sided. maybe i just, got it all wrong.
are things lost never recovered? now i wish the time could turn back on me.
i wouldnt feel that miserable. and dont bother asking me anything.
like it or not, i tend to keep things to myself and suffer alone.
it stopped at 353. and it's 431 now.
will i ever get the chance to start counting agn?
i think i will never know.
retarded.
i hate sean teo. he's just. a bitch.
maybe something worse.
Thursday, November 01, 2007
aha. im so sorry vanessa. actually.. i smsed glad abt the modelling thing too :X haha. so sorry lahr. but but i know u aint that petty anyway, so yea (:
and i wonder why cas is sad abt the modelling thing. lawl. oh well jiayou for the 'competition' on the sixth bah :D
man, i went for a haircut tday. and it's REAL short nowwwww. oh shiat it. sheryl, maybe mine's worse than yours now. you never know. ahhahaha.
this holiday is so not entertaining at all. 1 week of the holiday has almost passed, andand i've been 99% rotted. oh this is so goddamnit shitty. i wna go shopping. i desperately need new clothes. hah.
i guess tmr would be another day wasted, i think i shall try my best to stay in bed as long as possible before waking up. to ease that pain you had inflicted.
and here's reply to tags:
fiona(jarvix): Hey! (: hows your holidays? ahhaa.
bryn: wow. what did u spend on man. richkia. hahaha.
vanessa: sorry lahr. butbut i know you wont be angry with me rightright? (: i dont like cas! hahaha.
cas: yeah im still wondering. boshi's much more girl-ish, so why did i turn out to be your mum instead hur! oh well nvm. mummy loves u. LOL. and i still dont get the fact that you two are cousins?
fawn: eh cool right? maybe they shd have it man :D :D and is not i dont like vanessa, it's just.. oh man i dont know what to say. but yah :D
and hi yangyang(:
and i wonder why cas is sad abt the modelling thing. lawl. oh well jiayou for the 'competition' on the sixth bah :D
man, i went for a haircut tday. and it's REAL short nowwwww. oh shiat it. sheryl, maybe mine's worse than yours now. you never know. ahhahaha.
this holiday is so not entertaining at all. 1 week of the holiday has almost passed, andand i've been 99% rotted. oh this is so goddamnit shitty. i wna go shopping. i desperately need new clothes. hah.
i guess tmr would be another day wasted, i think i shall try my best to stay in bed as long as possible before waking up. to ease that pain you had inflicted.
and here's reply to tags:
fiona(jarvix): Hey! (: hows your holidays? ahhaa.
bryn: wow. what did u spend on man. richkia. hahaha.
vanessa: sorry lahr. butbut i know you wont be angry with me rightright? (: i dont like cas! hahaha.
cas: yeah im still wondering. boshi's much more girl-ish, so why did i turn out to be your mum instead hur! oh well nvm. mummy loves u. LOL. and i still dont get the fact that you two are cousins?
fawn: eh cool right? maybe they shd have it man :D :D and is not i dont like vanessa, it's just.. oh man i dont know what to say. but yah :D
and hi yangyang(: