Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Bring it on exams, let it be the remnant reminiscence of me and you.
Im prepared but im scared.
lets do it people.
Im prepared but im scared.
lets do it people.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
now now now it's less than a week to exams, and i feel the stress.
the stress of not being able to attempt an easy question on any subj,
coupled with the nonsensical talk (xcept for some highlights) today, my mood was real bad the whole day today, gah
wellwellwell, a jigsaw piece seems to be missing and it's preventing me from completing my aims and targets,
and that is smth called self-discipline. i need a strong and long-lasting one, and not just one which only lasts for the next 16 days.
I am an endothermic reactn, and this reactn absorbs stress, hah.
everyth seems so normal, the tide is low, the exam papers have not come to light, our lives stil continue on.
till then, it might be too late for me to even say, 'I regret it very much,'
No i cant say that, i cannot say that,
for i know my fate will be utterly sealed upon that moment and I become a limiting reactant.
today i once again threw all the papers and books that were on my table on the floor. nah im not de-stressing.
It has come to a point where i feel i need to do smth big, and this is just the appetizer. The main course has yet to be served.
I wonder how things will be like in the near future, i really wonder and my thoughts tell me that it aint a desirable thing unless... well
i think i had just wasted precious time here, when i could have gone to sleep or attempt more organic chem qns, but for now let me seek comfort in w/e i can find in a radius of 2metres.
I shall consider what to do after that. Im mentally hurt, very.
Till then,
the stress of not being able to attempt an easy question on any subj,
coupled with the nonsensical talk (xcept for some highlights) today, my mood was real bad the whole day today, gah
wellwellwell, a jigsaw piece seems to be missing and it's preventing me from completing my aims and targets,
and that is smth called self-discipline. i need a strong and long-lasting one, and not just one which only lasts for the next 16 days.
I am an endothermic reactn, and this reactn absorbs stress, hah.
everyth seems so normal, the tide is low, the exam papers have not come to light, our lives stil continue on.
till then, it might be too late for me to even say, 'I regret it very much,'
No i cant say that, i cannot say that,
for i know my fate will be utterly sealed upon that moment and I become a limiting reactant.
today i once again threw all the papers and books that were on my table on the floor. nah im not de-stressing.
It has come to a point where i feel i need to do smth big, and this is just the appetizer. The main course has yet to be served.
I wonder how things will be like in the near future, i really wonder and my thoughts tell me that it aint a desirable thing unless... well
i think i had just wasted precious time here, when i could have gone to sleep or attempt more organic chem qns, but for now let me seek comfort in w/e i can find in a radius of 2metres.
I shall consider what to do after that. Im mentally hurt, very.
Till then,
Monday, September 21, 2009
Hang on firm, and all will be fine, (i hope)
i just brushed whatever stuffs i had on the table, eg: books, papers etc.
super bad temperament. fucking hell tmr theres 3 periods of chinese, how am i gna stay awake this time, you bitch grh.
why aint my comp spoiled too? and really have to agree that ignorance is bliss.
knowing too much sometimes aint a good thing, but they are rather interesting, at least, ._.
andandand why otehr class got chem mock we dont have!!!!
i just brushed whatever stuffs i had on the table, eg: books, papers etc.
super bad temperament. fucking hell tmr theres 3 periods of chinese, how am i gna stay awake this time, you bitch grh.
why aint my comp spoiled too? and really have to agree that ignorance is bliss.
knowing too much sometimes aint a good thing, but they are rather interesting, at least, ._.
andandand why otehr class got chem mock we dont have!!!!
Friday, September 18, 2009
i feel so lousy in making ppl happy
and I feel lousier if someone else does it instead
dunno how dunno what dunno blah, i shall bury myself furhter in books bye
you're not forgotten m'dear
hah
and I feel lousier if someone else does it instead
dunno how dunno what dunno blah, i shall bury myself furhter in books bye
you're not forgotten m'dear
hah
Friday, September 04, 2009
bye my friend; the grass is greener on the other side,
im afraid im unable to enjoy it, here's wishing you all the best, and i suppose a year was delightful enough,
thank you for everyth, and yknow im talking abt you yea
there's not much time left for me
i hate this ttm,
im afraid im unable to enjoy it, here's wishing you all the best, and i suppose a year was delightful enough,
thank you for everyth, and yknow im talking abt you yea
there's not much time left for me
i hate this ttm,