Tuesday, October 30, 2007

im feeling like a pig. i just finished a tub of icecream. maybe it's no big deal but damn. i shouldnt be eating all this shit. im really getting fat. fats shoo.

oh man training tmr. goodlucksean(: argh. alyson and kl not going. oh peiying also. damn it. they aint coming on friday also lor. ): haha maybe it's better. if not alyson might just pop up another issue like bob tang. lawl. :D

and i srsly wna go out. but i dint ask anyone. hoho. hah crap lahr. and was bowling that day with aly,cas,kl,jo. wah it srsly sucked. does the bowling scores dropped after a period of not playing? okay whatever.

damn./ im missing class now. i miss the times when i come in class, and see weeleng's chao bin. (black face) lol. i miss niaoing boshi about his milk. -.- i miss singing. oh crap, thats the most i missed about. i miss glad saying 'go away' to me when im sitting at her seat. i miss niaioing weeleng abt her se qing xiao shuo(her sexy lady books). i miss her whacking me-.- okay thats so corny. lol. well, i miss everything that happens before flagraising. LOL. oh yes and. liwen's magnificent singing when she immediately sits dwn. -.- i think. she sings nicer in the later part of the day. but. not much diff anyway. i cant sense it :D

oh shitty. i want the photos that we took at he gym that day. i wonder where the photos are hiding now. :O lalalala. i want another chalet! but this time round no mahjong one. so that can bond more ma :D haha. aiyah darick told me that sheryl told him there's gna be another chalet? (: (pardon me for the structuring of sentence problem. hahaha)

ahhhhhh. time really flies. maybe we shd have lessons on sec3. like the class of year2 come back during the holidays, and study tgt again. (: oh man i would love that. hohohoho. okay lahr im off to sleep. training tmr. D:

here's reply to tags:

bryn: hahahaa. yeah sure man. i bet ure enjoying ur head off at class chalet now. haha.

vanessa: do u mean what u say? hahahahah. i still rmb what u said to darick. ure the most handsome guy among the ugly ones :D :D i agree man. hoho. he'd better not see this (:

cas: yeah true(: i shall go caps fiona name later. i left her out :D :X

angela: HI. i found ur url alr (: hahaha.

suqin: how bout go play some games. no neopets allowed okay! :D

Monday, October 29, 2007

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz. damn im so bored.

theres NTHG TO DO DURING HOLS. dont ask me go and do hmewk. i will whack youuuu. lawl.

ah shitty. i've got no games to play, no one to chat with. oh how great is this :/

youtubes got nthg nice to watch one lo. and who wants to go out tmr? lawl.

that was random. hah. i want a track chalet! oh damn.

that was random too. damn. im SO BORED.

AND alyson has the cheek to tell me she realised that long agoooooooo. hahahhaa.

ah k lahr. im off to do sth better. -.- training isnt that bad tday. yay:D

Thursday, October 25, 2007

i dont know what to say but yah.

I LOVE BONDIA.

so yeah. tday started off with a soab fucking me up. like srsly fucked up. literally.

maybe she's bias towards girls. hah fuck. i shant go into detail. some things aint for me to say.

quote from sheryl: "I look at her also feel like punching her or sth." hah.



so yah. today was rather an emu day. fine i mean emo. i dont know.

like suddenly, we 2B are gonna part as a class soon, and we wont be doing things as a class anymore. we'll split up and everything will be different. seeing those people crying made me felt like doing so but the tears just didnt come out. oh wdv.

i dno. i want a chalet again. i want cls gathering nxt yr. i want another 2b'07 cls chalet again next year. i've never felt like this before. i hope it's possible. i hope we'll never forget the happy times that we had tgt as a class.

i dont know wat else to say, but ya i love bondia. it has brought me to wherever i am now. i'll certainly miss the class. esp some.

im so gna miss the guys. boshi is taking bio, daniel i dont know, tj and darick taking triple science. it's only left with a probability that i would land up same class with daren. ): im gna miss singing with darick. haha. boshi, i think i need not to say lahr. lawl. tj and daniel. yeah their presence sure made my day. sometimes.

and also other guys. they'd turned more sociable this year and yah. without them, class would be boring.

weeleng is also another one. man let me tell you. lessons with her around is uber fun:D but it's qutie scary when she turns on her mood swings. lol. yeah i dont think i'll be same class as her next year, so yeah. ): i shall pray :D

everyone in 2B is love. im getting more emo now. i shd learnt to control my emotions- quoted from miss yeo. :/ hah


BEVIE, VANESSA, weiwei, WEELENG, laiping, CAS, LIWEN, FIONA, emily, FAWN, JOYCE, HANXI, amanda, jiahui, ziyan, SUQIN, RUMENG, SHERYL, YANCI, GLAD, alissa, dione, yunzhen, mengying, shilun, DANIEL, DAREN, DARICK, BOSHI, RON, weihua, zhikang, junkai, HANPING, TJ. AND ALSO OUR FT AKA DARLING MISS YEO ! :D

we'll always be as a class. iloveyouguys. (:
hope all of you can excel next yearr alright!

生是Bondia的人, 死是Bondia的鬼♥

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

tday was rather. okay? the DOVE talk was quite interesting though. hahaha.

but those celebs photos are rlly omfg disgusting. i couldnt stand it at all.

like yuck lahr. they photoshopped their looks just to get them on magazine covers. they let these models lose weight like omfg so that they can wear their clothes? they simply look like a human clothes-hanger lah. ew.

yeah and ceramic painting was funn. i shall post the picture of my lion in the next post. it's rather ugly though(: hahs. but then after that was real boring. junkai was being such an ass by interfering in my moves when i was playing chess with darick.

all he knows is go 好qi (i dont know how to write the qi :X) and fuck around lah. he's being such an ass. roar.

and i was left alone after school as darick and daniel both went for NP and darenw asnt in school tday. stayed back with van and cas, and cas was pestering me abt sth. im sorry cas, but yeah there really isnt anyone. (:

so went back arnd 3+ and yeah. zzz. it's the first time i went home alone. damn crap lahr. whatever.

training tmr. my muscles are aching. im hoping for the best tmr. i hope i can carry the books that im gonna buy tmr. :/




and here's reply to tags:

PEISHAN: orh okay lahr. yknow im not such a mean person. i will just say it without you knowing. :D haha. just kidding. girlgirl is nice to boyboy :D lol.

bryn: yeah cool artefacts you have uh. lol.

yiux: haha dont bet maths la. bet overall :D

Monday, October 22, 2007

okay the day i had looked forward to. our new coach
.
well Mr tan is his name and he wants us to call him coach tan. so be it. haha.

yeah tday's trng isnt really that bad, except that my fitness is real down and i was dead beat after training. wow and im srsly impressed.

he said i could break 12 next year. :/ but i must follow his intensive training.

ohmy. well i shall jiayou. that is my dream wat. [: next year is gna be a toughh year. those super fast runners from this year sec2s and this year sec3s are gna be in the same division. :O

good game alrrr. hahaha. oh well. he's a good coach? i dont know. but his training is killing me so far. but yeah i think i will get used to it soon. (:

he takes 45 minutes to do warmup. like omg. damn long lahr. lets hope the time of warm up would be cut short in future. next training is on wednesday. i hope it can be better. as it's kinda bad tday? ): haha.

the guides was having PT i think. o.o yeah i was thinking. i'd rather be in guides man. LOL. no offence though. just some random thought. lol.

well holiday trainings are mon, wed and fri in school. oh my i dwan travel so damn effing far ): well. no choice. zzz.

today was efffing boring. more and more talks. roar. received option form. have kinda decided what im gna take, but i'll be considering agn after seeing my results on wednesday.

i reckon it's gna be nthg good. ):

Sunday, October 21, 2007

heres reply to tags. dont ask me why i keep on replying tags on posts. :/
im getting abit cranky in the head (:

FAWN: haha i wasnt at the chalet when weeleng's aunt is there. lol. i srsly wont mind another chalet. im getting myself all screwed up these few days.

bryn: haha nah. i did badly for eoy too. and it's real bad. and im sure everything is lost. (: lala.

sheryl: reallyyyyyy? GO AND ASK. lol! (:

yiux: are u sure? i beg to differ LOL. hais talking abt eoy results just make me. sad. -.-

training's starting tmr :O oh my. things seems to be going prettty FAST.
4 more days of school and thats end of year 2. a year of pure rotting. right exactly.
i havent been myself for the past few days. not really in that right mood.
nothing's going right for me. even youre ignoring me.

yeah and back to the issue abt trng tmr. i cant believe it.
we're getting a new coach?!? im pretty excited though. but im not really that sure whether the new coach is coming tmr to train us. sheryl is sitting out for the trngs and im pretty sad ): hah.
im all ready and gearing up for some real running. but first thing first. get my stamina back :O

but one thing that's sure gna spoil my mood before training tmr. TALKS. we're gonna have a streaming talk to end our day, and i dont know what's before that though. must be something cranky though. blahs.

tday's a bad day. tummy ache like fuck.

iloveyou and i think you dont know.

Friday, October 19, 2007

i've got one word to describe end of year activites. BORING.
someone tell me. whats the point of having a water conference and letting us freeze in the LT for like 4 hrs?
and on monday, we're gonna get more talks. one is streaming. fuck. and i dont know what's the other one. hah.
i wonder whats wrong with me. im beginning to feel the distance. i hope this doesnt goes on for long.

love.

Thursday, October 18, 2007

results all released. i've got nthg much to say anyway.
it just dampens my mood even more. right.

miss yeo is one funny person. what was supposed to be a scolding from her, became sth hilarious and funny. lol. well. she is nice lahr. it's nice to have her as form tchr. but she aint teaching us nxt year anymore. ): ok roar.

im off to bed. im tired.

yknow, i might not be seeing you anymore after this year. you might be leaving dhs and i dont want to see that happening. but like what you said, it seems certain that youre leaving, and i can do nthg but cry in those late nights when i just could not sleep. say im foolish. but i'll still do so. i dont think you would be by my side anymore just when i needed you. say im emo. say im emoshit. whatever. i dont rlly care. all i want is one simple thing. stay. i know chances of that happening is low. but im still holding on to that small chance for that to happen. istillloveyou. as always. you might not sense it )':

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

heres reply to tags. hahas.

bryn: yeah. fly :D

fawn: same! ask weeleng book agn. haha. i doubt she would. :/ hahaha

alyson: haha i screwed it lahr. yeah i agree D:

peishan: yeahs im not emo. im just. SAD. yes tts the word. haha. i thought i killed it for you last time alr? :D haha. yeah you said it will turn out well. but it's the other way round bah. :/ haha. i cant bring myself to smile. :/ haha. and you. tell me ur results!

try asking me for my results if youre sure i wont whack you up.
it srsly sucked. i agree with qiqian's personal message.
what's the use of studying? hah. the day began well with LA being given out.
didnt did that badly as i thought i did. amazingly my essay was so much better than before.
so overall, LA was okay.

next given out was science. oh fuck this. i spent tons of time studying this.
i sensed sth bad when i got my mcq mark. i merely improved by 2 marks from last year.
expected sth better in sections b and c.
guess wat? one word FLOP. end of talking abt science. lets move on.

chinese was. okay? got 2/3 of the entire paper 1 score. so no complaints.
only worried about ppr 2. it shd be screwed up. like what wulaoshi said.
many people scored around the 60+ region. yeah.

history was the most eff up one. i think i got the lowest mark for structured essay part.
felt like shit and ms tan smsed me to meet her aft schl.

okay i knew nthg good will come out of my meeting with her.
and indeed. i shant go into details.
i shoudnt have shoot my mouth off jst like that.

lets hope maths would be better. if not. i might as well. die. i intend to so anw.

we've changed. youre not the one i first new and vice versa. but has it turn out to be so serious that things between us have turned out to be so cold and everyth? i know sometimes my words go abit overboard. i know the purple tool brings back sad stuffs. but i promise you i would stop doing so okays. youre the main reason for my mood. loves.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

okay. results day tmr.
i hate it. who doesnt?
smart asses. ROAR. i dont wanna get back my exam paper.
and see a lousy grade on it after all the mugging. it. sucks?

if tmr's day 3, i'll be getting back LA. Chinese. History.
oh fuck. and science maths on day 4 and geog on day 5? fuck lahr.

if tmr's day 8, i'll still be getting LA and chinese. but theres science and geog. (fuck this)
oh man srsly screw me up. im getting all these jitters just by taking back results?
then i wonder how i had endured those eoy days. maybe you helped me through. hah.

and seeing people like darick who will surely score well for almost all his subjects, puts a sense of guilt in me. ROAR i dont know lahr.
i just dont wanna see some fucking results that will fuck me off and fill my day with vulgarities.
weeleng will complain.

i srsly dont know what to do. im ignored when im *** then who can i turn to? )':

Monday, October 15, 2007

heres reply to tags :D

shanisca: cramps are better than sprain? maybe not. but it's better when it's healed. sprains take a long long time :O you take care man :D

bryan: lawls. wednesday :O

peishan: hmms choose one lahr. i buy u bag u dwan. i buy u fbts, u dwan tell me ur size. okay maybe a vball is in the package :D haha. and whats that *?

jinni: hey prettaye lady :D

no mood ): not going intercls tmr. win or lose still out. hahas.
so F/J hope yall can go into the finals yeah (:
and i hope 2G can win 2C. it's sad to see such a good class being eliminated. so go kl vincent dillon and my darling qiqian :D HAHA.

class chalet was goody :D wasnt that bad except for this and that :O
but 3 days at chalet seems to pass damn fast and unknowingly, im at home alr ):
that feeeling's nice when you stay up with ur classmates to play or watch movies (ok i didnt rlly watch though. dont like :/ haha)
i dont think we'll have a chance to do that agn. so yeah ):

well. if weeleng is willing to organize ANOTHER chalet during the december period, it'll be marvellous. okay thats crap. hahhaha.
not gonna go intercls tmr, so all the best to those who's playing in the finals tmr. jiayou (:
wednesday. results day. im kinda worried abt it. :/

tday got kinda wet at vivo. all coz of michelle. roar. it was kinda gross but nevermind. it was fun though. haha [:
the spinning around thingy at the playground was O.O it made me real giddy but it's super fun. those interested can go and try :D

andand. those who go out with peishan next time, dont say ath when ure on the escalator. or she'll get real mad :D

Thursday, October 11, 2007

heres reply to tags. im lazy to go and type at tagboard. Haha.

maureen: hhaha orh. i dwan play that game alr. later addicted ahr! ahaha.
jovina: yeah finally :D
cas: qn 18 so easy lor. buy toy nia. i conclude that ur quadratic eqns not gd. thats why u nvr do 18. hahahaha. :X
angela: orhs. i think i'll take a year to find. why dont you jst give me the url straight away :D
yiux: yeah i tio cramp. :D hahaha. how did yknow! haha thanks anw (: you jiayous too. :D

first day of interclass match is over :D and to begin with the start of a bad day, i was late for school. and i thought we're gna get disqualified :/ LOL. plain shit lah. hahaha. yeah so got changed and started to ball. and 2h and 2k match took so long that i began to stone -_-

hah. and it was our turn to play with 2k. told the guys. win them and we'll progress. coz 2K alr lost to 2h. and the starting of the game was real bad. daren bled after a tackle, and daniel was slided by a guy (dno name) -_- and he seems real peeved. haha. daren shoots. didnt go in. i shoot. dont even nd to say. it flew uber far away. hahaha. endured a tough first half with a score of 0-0.

beginning of second half was kinda better. played more fluently and finally scored a goal. well it was kinda ew. the defenders didnt manage to clear the ball and my shot was blocked by samuel. but rebounded off my knee and went in. -.- well. at least that eased our pressure on scoring one. and daren told me. more goals will come and he'll score too. :D and he did. hahaha.

second goal was much nicer. great pass from daniel made it 1 on 1 with samuel. there was abit of distance and i tried my luck. went in :D 2-0! and from the other i end, i could hear daniel scream la! LOL. yeahs and daren scored one more after that and the match ended 3-0 and sherman's injured :/ take care man dude (:

against 2H was crap lah. we didnt get a shot on target. zzz. managed to keep them from scoring and first half ended 1-0. and i sensed sth was wrong with my leg during the break. it was cramping but wasnt that serious at first. refrained from running that much in the 2nd half but daren needs support. so i jogged. and when i was running to get a throw in from daren, my legs finally crumbled on me. fell to the floor and screaming like no one's business. i think people from the bball court could hear me too -.- effing embarassing lahr. roar. but it was real painful. i'd rather an ankle sprain rather than cramps. it's less hurting, putting aside the fact that i could not even walk if i sprained my ankle. lol.

yeah, due to that, we 'surrendered' the match and lost 2-0. H and B qualified and i dont know who will we be playing against tmr. well jiayous guys. we can do it tmr just like what we did tday. except for the cramps that me and daniel suffered frm. i couldnt even climb up the stairs after that -_- and that stupid wayne. he die die also dwan get me a stretcher. LOL!

yeah. and after interclass tmr, i shall enjoy 4 full days of chalet with my cls people. i reckon it's gna be a fun one. :D i love bondia. YAY. and i realised i used the word reckon agn -_- hahaa. well im gonna get some sleep now, so seeya all tmr! nights. and jiayou to the girls! they're playing against 2C, 2G, 2I? i not very sure. haha all the best. we shall have lots of fun after interclass tmr! :D

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

10 days has past exceptionally fasttttttttt. and that means. EXAMS ARE OVER :D
but apparently ahr, i dont see the excitement. i feel empty. instead. haha. i've thrown evryth away alr lahr. antonio/atticus. gonghan/changwensuoduan. land and water. singapore. (ah fuck these two -_-) maths and science.

well maybe because of things that are happening arnd me. maybe that makes me feel like an empty shell even after exams. isnt the end of exams supposed to be delightful and full of enjoyment? but i dont feel any of the above stated. i feel empty instead. yeah i've repeated this at least 3 times. zz.

maybe it's the treatment i reckon im gna get a week later. i cant imagine what it will be like when i receive my papers back and realised i flopped it like fuck. hah. maybe like what daren said. he said he's gna get a C for science, but he's jst being humble. so he'll get a grade or two higher? yeah. but i think that doesnt apply in my case. geog and history is completely screwed up. maths and science made stupid mistakes. thought maths and science are able to pull the results that i dropped in geog and history. but i think it will turn out to be, maths and science pulling everything down. im not emoing anw. theres no point.

and the cause of conflicts between me and u is always the result of me being over sensitive to things that are so minor that it has no significance to even rmb them. grahs. maybe one day i will just keep everything to myself and become autistic. well. i see that happenning. in one or two years.

ok whatever. at least it's end of exams now. i shall try and find that mood that everyone is in now, and enjoy myself. i said. i shall TRY. gdbye for now.

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

FOR THE LAST TIME THERES NO MORE MATHS!!!
wooooohoooo. cheerios [: it was quite shitty pok. didnt do two qns in section A. 7 marks! ): haha nvm forget it. i wonder why Tj said qn 16 is easy when the question looks so cheemioish. -_- did 17 and 18. and the trigo qn is super guailan/easy. hahaha. oh whatever maths is OVER! :D :D :D

sscienceeeee/ havent really mugged for it. slept from 12-4/ (thats basically me sleeping immediately after reaching home) suckkyyy. oh well. 1045 tmr. if u might suddenly hear a screechy scream, u can reckon thats me (:
does atticus use reckon in the book? i dont know. peishan says he does. :O

darn. i shall go and bio now. i RECKON it's gna be a tough day ahead as i've started to relax/. mwahas. oh well.. shant be complacent. back to work [:

icantwaitfortmr(: i might jst die of heart attack :D

Sunday, October 07, 2007

okay not counting tday, it's actually 3 more days to freedom.
isnt that marvellous [: butbut. mugging still going on as usual despite relaxed mood. hahas.
ive been doing maths practices. and heres the worst part. i mis-interpret the question (esp for probabilty and trigo), im careless (forgot change signs in algebra), or i'll stone at questions that's about mensuration. i just cant help but look at my helpsheet. -_-

grahhs. maybe more practice would help. (: and science is damn of a killer too. so darn many topics. and i dont uds a single shit of dna. how great. maybe the sky will help. lol. shall make notes on em spectrum in a while's time. shall revise chem on tuesday. there isnt much to study :D hahas.

3 more days to freeedom. but. i dont feel excited -_- not like last year when i simply screamed out loud after the last paper. i reckon that i wont do so after science this year :/ haha. the word procrastinating is still ringing in my mind. i jst cant forget abt la ppr. maybe is bcos lbl invigilated us. :O lol.

so long for now. back to work [:

Friday, October 05, 2007

okay a week of exams are over [: 3 papers left. chi.maths.sci. nthg to study for chinese except for chang wen suo duan =.= i suck at that lah. lol.
maths i havent really started revising the formulaes and all. have been doing many practices. zzz. abc, xyz, prq -___-

bio/chem/physics havent started yet. hoho. procrastinating may be good at times but procrastinating now isnt right as it's escaping from reality [: LOL. procrastination was the main them of the comprehension today. whoa damn cheem man. but the qns were relatively okay. except for some that i dint know how to do. like why was jean kerr unusual tt question. lol. zz.

screwed geog and maybe history. im so hoping that my maths and science will be able to pull my results back :/ hahas.

i conclude that peishan and mich love to les ._. hahahs.

Thursday, October 04, 2007

boo. 4 papers dwn and 4 more to go. die alr lahs.

i think im gna flop my geog lah. i dont know. everyone used so much paper and wrote so much things while i merely used finish what i have. i totally did not know how to do the map reading question and i think the only correct answer i can get correct is the grid bearing one. see. stupid sean. blah.

my lorms questions were totally screwed up and my words were so small and messy that i wonder whether the teachers will uds what im writing not. i studied till 3 ytd night and i still did badly for the paper (i think i did. hah.)

): sometimes i dont see whats the use of studying till so late and yet during the exam, your mind is blank and dont know anything. this applies to history too even though it wasnt that bad as compared to geog. but still i think it was done badly.

im prepared to face the consequences of flopping these exam papers. soon. my confidence for maths and science is completely shattered after seeing how badly i did for the humanities. and while doing revision papers for revison of maths, i realised i had to rely on the answer sheet for answers. omg let me tell u at this rate, im so gna get kick out of the school soon. but what can i do. im plainly just dumb. my mind has nth. it's a dead one. hah.

i dont know. i just see exams as such a fucking thing to face. sometimes i even have fears of entering the cls in the morning. a terrible headache adding on to these certainly helped lots. hah. i cant wait for the end of exams. at least i can enjoy that week of holidays before getting killed from my mum. just like a lion chewing up its prey? well we can wait and see. it's jst 12 days away from receiving our papers back. ):

back to revision for my maths and science. i wish myself luck, but luck just isnt present for me. ): loserified [:

well, thankyou lots for the past few days yeah. it has been bad for me and maybe bad to you too. every sms u received is all abt complaining :X and also thanks for chatting with me ytd night, if not i know i will really flunk my geog paper. at least u instilled some faith in me. oh well. ive just got thanks and many thanks to you. but fret not. the holidays will be when i repay you (: including that debt (: good luck for the remaining papers alright. i believe u can do it well de. jiayou and jiayou. dont let the emo devil into you. it's bad :D haha. lovess.

Monday, October 01, 2007

FJGDSDOIFU OSUFHS*&%&%^$^$ df&#&*4V6

that's to describe my LA PAPER. RAWR. i think i completely screwed it up lahrs.
my essay was super super messy. with cancellations here and there. and i think my elaborations and personal response was effing vague. ROAR. die alr lahr ): i dont want a C for LA.

sian. and im not in the mood to study right now. i just feel like banging this effing brain onto the wall and let it. crack? O.O ahr fuck lah. knn. ccb. IEDSY(DC^ 93

roars. now i shall go and bathe. and rant all my unhappiness on my history textbook


FUCKYOU. ZZZ.

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