Wednesday, October 10, 2007
10 days has past exceptionally fasttttttttt. and that means. EXAMS ARE OVER :D
but apparently ahr, i dont see the excitement. i feel empty. instead. haha. i've thrown evryth away alr lahr. antonio/atticus. gonghan/changwensuoduan. land and water. singapore. (ah fuck these two -_-) maths and science.
well maybe because of things that are happening arnd me. maybe that makes me feel like an empty shell even after exams. isnt the end of exams supposed to be delightful and full of enjoyment? but i dont feel any of the above stated. i feel empty instead. yeah i've repeated this at least 3 times. zz.
maybe it's the treatment i reckon im gna get a week later. i cant imagine what it will be like when i receive my papers back and realised i flopped it like fuck. hah. maybe like what daren said. he said he's gna get a C for science, but he's jst being humble. so he'll get a grade or two higher? yeah. but i think that doesnt apply in my case. geog and history is completely screwed up. maths and science made stupid mistakes. thought maths and science are able to pull the results that i dropped in geog and history. but i think it will turn out to be, maths and science pulling everything down. im not emoing anw. theres no point.
and the cause of conflicts between me and u is always the result of me being over sensitive to things that are so minor that it has no significance to even rmb them. grahs. maybe one day i will just keep everything to myself and become autistic. well. i see that happenning. in one or two years.
ok whatever. at least it's end of exams now. i shall try and find that mood that everyone is in now, and enjoy myself. i said. i shall TRY. gdbye for now.
but apparently ahr, i dont see the excitement. i feel empty. instead. haha. i've thrown evryth away alr lahr. antonio/atticus. gonghan/changwensuoduan. land and water. singapore. (ah fuck these two -_-) maths and science.
well maybe because of things that are happening arnd me. maybe that makes me feel like an empty shell even after exams. isnt the end of exams supposed to be delightful and full of enjoyment? but i dont feel any of the above stated. i feel empty instead. yeah i've repeated this at least 3 times. zz.
maybe it's the treatment i reckon im gna get a week later. i cant imagine what it will be like when i receive my papers back and realised i flopped it like fuck. hah. maybe like what daren said. he said he's gna get a C for science, but he's jst being humble. so he'll get a grade or two higher? yeah. but i think that doesnt apply in my case. geog and history is completely screwed up. maths and science made stupid mistakes. thought maths and science are able to pull the results that i dropped in geog and history. but i think it will turn out to be, maths and science pulling everything down. im not emoing anw. theres no point.
and the cause of conflicts between me and u is always the result of me being over sensitive to things that are so minor that it has no significance to even rmb them. grahs. maybe one day i will just keep everything to myself and become autistic. well. i see that happenning. in one or two years.
ok whatever. at least it's end of exams now. i shall try and find that mood that everyone is in now, and enjoy myself. i said. i shall TRY. gdbye for now.